My English is not rising

How I wrote here many times, I am writing these things (I don't know what to define these short texts) to exercise my English. Well, my wet dream would be to have corrections for my mistakes by someone. In the meantime, I continue to write the usuals silliness. Currently, I accept helps from Grammarly while writing and Google translator when I don't know any words or verbs. I tried to correspond with a native English but after a few emails he stopped answering me, definitely, my emails were too boring or maybe he was too busy and he didn't want to lose time reading my stupid emails (I prefer the first possibility). A few weeks ago, I discovered Joenglish 's videos on Youtube. I have really fun looking at and listening to these videos. A few days ago I finished watching Black earth rising in the original language and Italian subtitles. I understand more easily when non-native English actors speak in English, especially if they are Arabs, Indians, Italians I understand